I feel older. Not in the good way. I have never been so unhappy about a birthday before in my life. I dread tomorrow, Birthdays Have always been a cool thing inmy book. A day where people are nice to you and acknowledge you. I strive to make the birthdays of my friends at least reasonable and now I realize I don't have friends that would do the same for me, and those that would are no where near enough to make my day reasonable. Thinking about how tomorrow will pass without a single birthday hug or a trip out to dinner with a loved one. I will write more when the sadness wears off, until then Happy Birthday Me.